Dearest Anton

I am at home.I am alone.I miss you and I am cold. I was listening to the Complete Beatles album, thinking of you and this evening. Saturday, how close we were. Just you and me. It's strange. It is still very present in my heart, but at the same time far away in my mind. Do you understand? I don't know how to make it understandable. It's just that I still feel the same way, but at the same time saturday is so long ago. You know. Dear how I miss you. It's indescribable... Seeing you crying, when I left, hurt so much. I cannot tell you how... As I said, it almost broke my heart. Well, this post seems to be mere palaver, but it's not.

Never forget how much I love you!

Never!!!

(huh how pathetic)


I love you dearly, deeply, and as it hurts us both sometimes, violently!

Yours P...